PH Didn’t Just Change One Life, It Changed an Entire Family
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Episode 589 - Abby and Ari Borstein
When pulmonary hypertension changed their father, Eric Borstein’s life, sisters Abby and Ari refused to let the disease write the ending. Instead, their family turned heartbreak into hope by creating a community "Where is EB?" 5K dedicated to raising awareness, honoring their dad, and supporting others facing the same rare disease.
What began as one family's response to unimaginable adversity has grown into something much bigger, a movement proving that every step taken can bring hope to someone still searching for answers.
Misdiagnosed at 19, Married After Heart Failure and Living Moment to Moment
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Episode 585 - Kathy Ilano
Pulmonary hypertension patient, Kathy Ilano believed she’d never marry. Until she met her husband at her high school reunion. Still recovering from heart failure, carrying grief, fear, and a sodium-restricted diet, Kathy disclosed her illness on their very first date, convinced he wouldn’t stay. He did. Their love story unfolds alongside IV pumps, emergency drives, and an unwavering partnership.
The Dream She Lost at 18 and the Child Who Gave It Back
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Episode 583 - Amanda Chickie
One of the first questions Amanda Chickie asked after her pulmonary hypertension diagnosis wasn’t about life expectancy, it was about motherhood. The answer devastated her. Told that pregnancy was too dangerous, Amanda reflects on what it means to mourn children you’ll never carry, how that grief shaped her mental health, and how hope slowly returned in a form she never expected.
Why “The Walking Guy” Trusts His Therapist as Much as His Cardiologist
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Episode 573 - Eric Borstein
For PAH patient, Eric Borstein, walking started as a way to survive medication side effects. Now, it has become a way to survive himself. Each step pulling “EB” further from an ICU bed and closer to an identity that isn’t defined by illness. Mental health has reshaped his recovery, and has become one of the lifelines he believes should be prescribed alongside life-saving therapies.
Don’t Let PH Ground You: A Real-World PH Travel Playbook
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Episode 572 - Nicole Dempsey
For Nicole Dempsey, travel has always meant freedom. After being diagnosed with pulmonary hypertension, that freedom suddenly felt fragile. Nicole shares how she continues to explore the world, raise her family, and find freedom beyond fear, proving that even with a rare disease, life doesn’t have to stop.
The Insurance Plan You Never Knew You Needed
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Episode 567 - Nicholas Kolaitis, MD
What does a lung transplant have in common with car insurance? More than you’d think. Dr. Nicholas Kolaitis shares why seeing a transplant team early, even if you’re stable, can help protect your future.
The Most Dangerous Phrase in Rare Disease: “You Look Fine.”
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Episode 566 - Lala Juarez
Diagnosed with idiopathic pulmonary arterial hypertension in her early 20s after years of being dismissed, Lala Juarez knows what it’s like to be told “you look fine” while fighting for breath. In this deeply honest conversation, she shares her journey from misdiagnosis and IV therapy to the shock of being told it was finally “time” for a double lung transplant. Now four years post-transplant, Lala reflects on rediscovering everyday joys, navigating loss and trauma, and why support groups became a lifeline that made her feel seen, validated, and never alone.
You Can Grieve and Still Fight: Love, Loss, and Living with PAH
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Episode 553 - Jasmine Wells
She cried for the life she lost. Then, she fought for the one she has. PAH patient, Jasmine Wells discusses what it really means to grieve the old you while finding purpose in the new. From navigating relationships, infections, and fear of transplant, to leading support groups and fighting misinformation.
The Pulse of a Fighter: Survival, Stigma, and Shaking Up Healthcare
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Episode 552 - Kevin Allen
They told him he had months to live. He used them to rewrite the rules. Kevin Allen survived near-death, systemic medical neglect, and an invisible disability most physicians don’t understand. Today, he’s pushing policy, pressuring universities, and pioneering new models of PH patient-centered care.
Fighter to survivor: Ashlee Bambino’s battle beyond the ring.
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Episode 549 - Ashlee Gambino
In this gripping episode, Ashlee “The Mobwife” Gambino shares her journey from a fierce MMA and professional boxing career to battling idiopathic pulmonary arterial hypertension. Discover how she turned her fighter’s mindset into a lifeline, navigating the unimaginable loss of her daughter, Katana, and fighting for her life with relentless determination.
Scars and Survival: Rebuilding Life After a Devastating Diagnosis
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Episode 548 - Sophia Esteves
After countless hospital stays, new medications, and near-breaking points, Sophia Esteves found the reason she wanted to live — and it wasn’t just for herself. This episode dives into her spiritual and emotional transformation from patient to powerhouse advocate, and how she now helps others reclaim hope through honesty and grit.
Treating Meth-Associated PAH Without Judgment
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Episode 542 - Brandon Jakubowski, MD
Dr. Brandon Jakubowski takes us into the underrecognized world of stimulant-induced pulmonary arterial hypertension. From misdiagnoses to under-prescribing life-saving therapies, he lays out the systemic gaps and stigmas preventing patients from getting the care they need.
The Face of Addiction Isn’t Who You Think It Is
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Episode 541 - Nicholas Kolaitis, MD
Once thought to be a West Coast issue, methamphetamine-associated pulmonary hypertension is now a nationwide and global crisis. Dr. Nicholas Kolaitis reveals how building trust with meth associated-PAH patients can lead to incredible turnarounds, including sobriety, trial participation, and successful transplant.
How Stigma Blocks Meth-PAH Treatment and How to Stop It
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Episode 540 - Peter Leary, MD
Patients with methamphetamine-associated-PAH often arrive at clinics already carrying heavy shame. But shame shouldn’t be part of their medical history. In this compelling episode, Dr. Peter Leary explains how stigma — from both society and providers — can delay life-saving care. Learn how a change in mindset, language, and compassion can transform outcomes for a neglected and growing patient population.
The Hidden PH Epidemic: What Methamphetamine Use Is Teaching Us About Pulmonary Hypertension
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Episode 538 - John Kingrey, MD
Dr. John Kingrey exposes the rising crisis of meth-induced pulmonary hypertension, a condition spreading fast across the U.S. He challenges misconceptions, highlights urgent research, and stresses the need for compassion in treating both PAH and addiction.
A 200 Mile Journey from LA to San Diego to Raise Awareness for PH
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Episode 536 - Eric Borstein
When Eric Borstein collapsed in his bedroom in 2020, doctors gave him just months to live. Instead, he fought back with walking, mental health, and the support of his community. Now, he’s leading a movement, raising hundreds of thousands for pulmonary hypertension research, and walking 200 miles down the California coast to prove hope has no limits.
Finding Strength She Never Knew She Had: Living Fully With PH
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Episode 503 - Jennifer Howard
Jennifer Howard’s inspiring story is one of resilience and hope in the face of immense challenges. Diagnosed with idiopathic pulmonary arterial hypertension (IPAH) in July 2019 after a long and frustrating path to answers, Jennifer faced the daunting reality of living with a chronic illness requiring continuous IV medication through a pump. Despite the overwhelming nature of her diagnosis, Jennifer discovered an inner strength she never knew she had. With a focus on living life to the fullest, she learned to navigate both the bad days and the good, embracing moments that brought her happiness and refusing to let despair take root.
Living Boldly With PH: The Power of Self-Advocacy
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Episode 502 - Kaitlyn Salongo
Kaitlyn Salonga shares her journey of resilience and advocacy while living with pulmonary hypertension (PH). Kaitlyn recounts her fight for personal autonomy, including a successful battle to secure surgery for her reproductive health after initial denials due to weight and health concerns. Through her triumphs, she highlights the importance of advocating for oneself in the face of medical and societal challenges. Her story is a powerful testament to embracing one’s identity, breaking down stigma, and showing that life with PH can be fulfilling and bold.